TODAY IS AUGUST 26TH........

DEN-DEN IS GONE........... I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY.

LIFE............

TODAY 8/23 MY BFF CELEBRATED HER 9TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, FOR THOSE WHO KNOW THEM AND THE STORY, I PLAYED MATCH MAKER, JUST ONE TIME AND AND ONLY ONE TIME AND I CAUSED A MARRIAGE. THEY BLAME ME ALL THE TIME, BUT I KNOW ITS ALL OUT OF LOVE. ALL OF US THAT GOT MARRIED THAT YEAR 1998, THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES STILL MARRIED. I WISH THE MANY YEARS OF HAPPINESS. YOU BOTH KNOW I LOVE YOU TO PIECES.

THIS YEAR NOVEMBER 1ST, MY MOM SHOULD BE CELEBRATING 25 YEARS MARRIED TO ONE OF THE WORLDS MOST AMAZING MEN. THEY HAVE BEEN TOGETHER 33 YEARS. BUT INSTEAD HERE I AM, AT THERE HOUSE SITTING BY MY MOM, WATCHING AND WAITING FOR MY STEP DAD TO DIE. I GOT HERE ON TUESDAY AND CRIED FOR ALMOST 5 HOURS STRAIGHT. IT TOOK ME ABOUT 6 HOURS TO FINALLY GO INTO THE ROOM TO SEE HIM. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THIS BIG STRONG MAN TO ME. STANDING AT 6'2"....NOW HE IS THIS FRAIL OLD MAN LAYING IN BED, NOT ABLE TO DO A THING FOR HIMSELF. MY MOM IS BEING VERY STRONG....BUT I'M AM WORRIED SICK FOR HER, THIS WILL BE HER FIRST TIME ALONE I THINK IN FOREVER. UP UNTIL TODAY, SHE HAS YET TO CRY. TODAY SHE WENT IN THE ROOM TO CHECK ON HIM (HE IS HERE IN THE HOUSE) AND TO SEE IF HE NEEDED OR WANTED ANYTHING. HE TOLD HER "ALL I NEED IS YOU" OK JUST WRITING THIS IS MAKING ME CRY ALL OVER AGAIN. THIS MADE HER CRY. I'M GLAD SHE IS LETTING A LITTLE OUT. SHE TOLD HIM IT WAS OK TO GO, THAT SHE WOULD BE OK AND DIDN'T WANT HIM TO SUFFER ANYMORE................

............WHAT DO I SAY NOW. I'M OFF TO GET A TISSUE, AGAIN.