SOMEONE CLUE ME IN

SO I JUST LEARNED TONIGHT, WELL NOT ALL OF THIS, LEARNED A WHILE BACK THAT MY EXHUSBAND IS A DEALER (YOU CAN FIGURE THIS OUT) SO TONIGHT I LEARNED THAT HE WAS DEALING WHEN WE WERE MARRIED.........HOW DID I MISS THIS??? I'M NOT BLIND, AT LEAST I DON'T THINK SO. BUT NOT ONLY DID I LEARN THAT HE WAS DOING THIS WHEN WE WERE MARRIED, I ALSO LEARNED THAT EVERYONE AROUND ME KNEW, AND THOUGHT I KNEW AND THOUGH I WAS OK WITH THIS!!!!!! WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME, I WOULD HAVE BEEN GONE A LOT SOONER!!! I THOUGHT THESE PEOPLE WERE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS............THIS REALLY MAKES ME ANGRY!!!!!